I guess enough time has passed. I know we're trying to make things better. And yet it's so hard for you to be comfortable around me. Still it's hard for you to be able to confide in me. Sometimes i wonder if we'll ever be able to be close again, moreso i wonder if that is really what you want. Or is this gonna be hi-bye friendship in which there is no essence whatsoever? I want to be there for you, i don't know if its the same for you. I wish i could look into the future and see how things would be but i can't.