So one thing i've learnt, or should i say, im learning , about life is that whenever you try and predict whats going to happen, God steps in and puts you in your place. One thing you can never be sure of , is being sure of whats going to happen next. I guess life has been hectic, late and long days draining energy out of me. I've been trying to get myself to study, but the distractions really suck. and i've wasted so much time, hopefully i'll be able to get back on track and do well. I really need to learn commitment and discipline to do my work and focus on the task at hand.


On to something else, well i've always known that nothing except God can last forever. However sometimes it seems so painful to see things fall apart. It really is that important to be mindful of the bigger picture and know our reasons/purposes. Trying to catch up with some people who i've lost contact with in the past few weeks. For some reason, things just dont seeem the same. Reason? Well i dont know why. I guess whats most important is knowing what is of utmost priority now and always. Knowing why we were even created, the purpose of our very existence.


I guess from here i'll get back to resting for a bit and then returning to studying. Trying not to really let things get into my head. Paranoia, leave my soul for Good!FOCUS.



Well finally, theres you. The ideal name for you is a "sucker for any Hot guy". Whats the use of only being nice when you need something?



Okay, After venting, i feeel much better. Well not exactly, but i shall tell myself that.Till next time, keep giving off heat.

The beautiful day...
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