I dont know whats worse , blood cancer, or anemic blood disorder. Its starting to wear down my body. Really starting to feel the effects. Life's been great you know. I get to sleep in , relax , chat.At the same time theres still so many things that burden me. What the heck, regardless of everything, its a beautiful day. I've got nothing bad to say about life. Life and everything in it is worth cherishing. Friends, Family, Loved ones. Loving, Respecting and Treasuring everyone seems to be of utmost importance to me. Dont know how long i can continue to do so.Been trying real hard to forget something. I guess Love is beautiful , at the same time it can hurt the most. The irony. Nice guys finish last. But hey, the smell of the flowers, colors of a rainbow and chirping of the birds are just enough to keep me content. Smiling alot recently. I guess thats a good thing. Still love you loads. Always will. Caught the golden compass with Wen sheng. Quite okay. As someone said to me earlier ,"a sun set doesnt mean the end of the day, it gives a chance for a sun rise, a new day.". Doubt she'll read this. But it helped alot , was really encouraging. Thanks babe (:

"I Bleed it out digging deeper just to throw it away"
-Ken (=

The beautiful day...
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